The more I look around and listen I realize that I'm not alone. We are all facing choices that define us. No choice. However messy is without importance in the overall picture of our lives. We all at our own age have to claim something, even if it's only our own confusion. I am in the middle of growing up and into myself.

So as it says above I have been thinking. But then again when do I not right!
In the last few weeks I have been reviewing all of my decisions and actions I have made and from that I have come to the realization that I am not alone. I'm not the only one that has all of schools pressures and unreasonable deadlines. I'm not the only one that has loads of homework, and parents that are constantly nagging for you to do other chores, when I already am busy for 7 hours a night working on those projects and assignments given by the teachers that are always saying we will only have 2 hours worth of homework. I'm not the only grad that has to worry about filling in multiple scholarships and bursary's. I'm not the only one that enjoys helping others whether it is my friends, family, coworkers, or myself. I enjoy it and even though it can be stressful sometimes it is my choice to begin with to help them. And for that I'm thankful for those who have come to ask for my assistance.
I'm an independent person and like many I don't like to rely on others. For one, it places more pressure on them and I feel that, that can only make their day more difficult. I have a sense of pride and joy when I know I met my standards or I completed a task with little to no help. It's just who I am.
Like I said the more I realize I'm not alone the more I see that everyone makes decisions and those choices that are made define who we are as people whether you see it or not it could be now or in the future. The end result is what we have done for our selves and others.
From the 'Dead Poet's Society' Robin Williams says "Lads, we are all food for worms" sure that freaks me out... but I know it's the truth. It's to remind us all that in the end we are all the same result. But while we are living we want to show who we are and project the proper image that we want others to remember.
I live today as it is, and what I make it, I think of tomorrow and I am thankful for it will hopefully arrive and from there the future is what I define from today.
Every choice I make today will show who I am for tomorrow and later on in life and I am fine with that. I am happy with who I am, and for once in a very long time, I'm proud to say that sure I have my regrets but those actions I took are what made me who I am, and for that I'm glad I went through all that I have.
So I would like to say thank you to everyone that has been apart of my life, whether it has been good or bad times, our choices are the sum of our lives, so thank you.
Just some thoughts from the morning